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(this time my poem is literal)

Here we go again blast it
nothing ever ends
how its suposed to end
nothing ever spins how its suposed
to spin
it all came crashing down
ontop of my head
and now im the clown
its my fault
im to blame
no wonder everything
is still the same
no wonder you dont care
NO WONDER i dont matter
im not gonna stop this
it will drop and shatter
skatter over the floor
walk on it barefoot remind me of that fact
you dont care anymore no it isnt i tact
im not trying to get you back
it would be nice but a waste of time
cuz it would be short
just like everything i ever poured into
everything i was real with
suddenly dissapeared into bliss
what a waste of time
what a waste of rhymn
ohwell doesnt matter
there goes my dreams
look at that shatter
beautiful all over the floor
walk over the glass more and more
ohwell doesnt matter
there goes my plans as they fade and shatter
boom goes the dynamite
boom goes my rhymn
boom goes that feeling for all of time
the feeling where im flying on air
the feeling where im no longer scared
the feeling where im free to be
the feeling of just being me
boom goes it all
boom it drops like a waterfall
boom there it goes
boom its finished
now all of my thoughts are diminished
so goodbye last of my hello's
so sit back like you always do
and watch this story unfold

Hey

Ok this is the start here we go

(heads up this is for venting intense amounts of whatever im feeling so if things get graphic and you dont care for it i have a solution STOP READING)

IM PISSED DAMNIT
but i dont have a reason
give me a point a life to live threw this season
you look at me and you didnt say a word
gives me the urges to give you the bird
if you dont shut your face ill put a bullet threw it
no im not hardcore
i dont do crap like that anymore
BUT IM PISSED
you just dont understand
there is no way you have the feelings in your hands
the urge to kill
snap a neck
look into his last fading eyes and say
SUCKER YOUR DEAD
im crazy im nutz in a whole knew way
YOU DONT WANNA SCREW WITH ME TODAY
IM PISSED IM MAD AND I DONT HAVE A REASON
i need some advice to make it threw this season
i need to make somthing out of this glass
i need somthing that just might last
but screw me ohwell ill just pass
i hope this gun doesnt jam BLAST

(that was anger and emo thus i shall right a nice one for you)

you said to me
attitude is everything
but some things change
like this feeling
ive had locked in its cage
im letting it loose
beware of scars
because i could fly on this feeling
all the way to mars
i love you i know it sounds werid
i love you forever and always my dear
i love you  ill always be here
i love you i have nothing more to say
so im letting my body follow this sway
its different this time
its not just a feeling
in all honesty
it is really quite relieving
its a relief you care for me to
and now i no longer have my back to you
i have you in my arms
i only wish that we could be on mars
all alone
just me and you
no more pain
for us to go threw
i know im emo at times
and its rather scary
but i love you i know i sound like a annoying canary
alone in the darkness me and you become one
no more obligations to become undone
its me and you and a mess of sheets
as the sunrise comes you beg me not to leave
i say ill be back
and you say i know its a fact
and when i come back we do it again
i love you forever and always my very best friend

(happy i wrote 2 types of poems have fun)